Small Objects of Desire

I remember once, a long time ago, reading a weekend colour-supplement article entitled Small Objects of Desire. It must have been a long time ago – probably the 1980s since one of the desired articles was a mobile phone. I seem to recall that in the ’80s most mobile phones were the size of a dachshund dog, and had aerials. The phones, not the dachshunds.

Try as I might I can’t remember any of the other desired objects listed in that article, but the pictures of them were lovely. My father tended to discard a whole heap of supplements every weekend in favour of the newspapers they fell out of. I rescued them and relished them, mostly because of the arty colour photographs and sophisticated, intellectual, cultured, urban lifestyle they seemed to imply everyone lived. This was in the days before the internet, of course: nowadays we’re awash with arty images.

I’ve actually been trying to find out where that oddly memorable phrase Small Objects of Desire came from. It struck me it had to be a quote rather than something a journalist would just make up. The nearest I have got to it is something on Wikipedia, linking it to French psychoanalyst by the name of Lacan in the 1950s or ‘60s, who coined the term Object petit a which makes no sense grammatically and which he stipulated should never be translated. So I haven’t. Neither have I been able to untangle Monsieur Lacan’s psychoanalytical theories though I’m normally quite good at that sort of thing.

But it did lead me to wondering what might be my small objects of desire? I think the phrase rules out anything you already possess – such as the green glass cat I mentioned in The Armageddon Suitcase. I think it means things you want. Little things. Exquisite little things. Or maybe things you have lost.

I’m afraid the first thing that occurred to me was my Phillips screwdriver with the orange handle. In fact, that may be what inspired this post. I found it, you see. It was a particularly useful screwdriver – just the right size for most household uses – and I liked the orangeness of the handle. It was a lucky object for me, like the battered retractable tape-measure my father once gave me. I lost both of them, eventually. The tape-measure has never returned. Despite serial house moves since then I can’t help but continue to keep an eye out for it.

But the orange screwdriver turned up the other day, in a cardboard box with an old red kettle. Why I had kept the kettle (which didn’t work – I tried it) and why and when I had dropped the screwdriver into the cardboard box with it – who knows. Finding it I felt… as if all had become slightly less skew-whiff with the world, somehow. But the world is still somewhat skew-whiff because of Dad’s tape-measure.

So – lost objects are objects of desire, almost by definition, but what about purely desired objects?

I tend to desire expensive stationery. Yes, I know that’s odd. Those completely useless little leather notebooks with vellum-like paper, smoothly-rounded edges and marbled boards or marbled endpapers (I used to catalogue old books for a publisher – that’s what they’re called, those swirly patterns). And I crave pencils – specifically those dark green pencils that look as if they’re crafted from the skins of wooden alligators; 2B graphite, no other; and sharp.

The desiring does not necessarily depend on how much an object costs, though it may do.

Paintings – little paintings. I think if I had money I would buy little watercolours and display them all up the stairs. But I’d have to get the stairway redecorated first, to show them off to best advantage. That’s the trouble, isn’t it? One expenditure will always beget another.

Books – I would buy old books, especially dictionaries.  I like the outdated or wilfully eccentric definitions of words (Samuel Johnson: Oats: A grain, which in England is generally given to horses, but in Scotland appears to support the people) combined with indecipherable typefaces and that unmistakeable smell of crumbling pages, the dust of centuries disturbed…

Anyway, I’ve run out of puff with this idea and the tumble dryer has started beeping at me. A list to be added to another time, perhaps.

What are your small objects of desire?

And have you any idea what old Lacan was on about?

10 thoughts on “Small Objects of Desire

  1. A perfectly-sized/lengthed Phillips head screwdriver is one of life’s greatest treasures, across the board. A close second is needle-nose pliers. Whereas I had a tendency to lose them (and find them), I have 3. Want one? 🙂 Someday, when all my hamsters are running their own wheels, I will Google Monsieur Lacan’s theory on theories, because you just dangled such a yummy hook before this old fish! Small objects of desire? Well, I’m thinking that some may be intellectual…

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  2. Did you get that ‘small a’ refer to an uncapitalized a, the ‘a’ representing autre (the other). He was, as far as I can tell, originally trying to distinguish this definition of the Other from Freud’s. His definition seems to evolve over time with the ‘a’ becoming a symbol that could stand for many things and then there is stuff about the big Other.

    And that is about as neutral an explanation as I can give of it – in other words I think most of this talk about the Other is big B big S.

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    1. I did read that on Wikipedia but at that point Brain refused to process any further. It was having a day off. The B and the S might also be involved. It just reminds me of Prince, deciding to be known as some sort of sqiggly thing. : )

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    1. Yes, you can get a real ‘atmosphere’ of a time through things people wrote that they never expected to outlast them. Like the messages Roman soldiers wrote home when they were occupying Britain, on thin writings tablets – the equivalent is ‘please send more socks’! : )

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  3. I have a penchant for all sorts of brushes especially those made from hair as they are the best. my favourite is an old barbers brush made from wood and horse hair and it lifts human hair (as in cut off human hair) from human skin like no other. then there’s goats hair, badger hair….. it’s not the hair as much as the superiority of the natural over the unnatural and the USEFULNESS of them. so glad I’m not the only one who becomes attached to a screwdriver 🙃. I could go on but need to get to that airport.

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